Caveat Emptor

relationships are a brilliant form of art.

Lately I suppose I've been keeping to myself as much as possible. I interact with my roommates, but that's about it. My social life has dwindled to a lot of nothing, but I'm among intelligent people now, and I appreciate that greatly. I've developed an attitude of arrogant sophistication in order to keep the numbwits away. In all, it seems to be working out. I just need to work on an application so I don't have to do menial labor at the call center anymore. The goal is to work my way into a more enjoyable position. We'll see how that goes, right?

I wish someone could justify having to have a reason for any particular action, be it any carnal nature such as eating or masturbation, or trying to find the meaning of life. The typical solipsist perspective allows one to realize that there isn't really any way to justify believing in anything. One must simply believe. The point of this I suppose, is that there isn't really a point. Stop trying to find one. Live life to the fullest. Take the good and the bad respectively for what they are. Do what you want to do. The days keep flying by, and people keep waking up, going to work, investing, preparing for a future, etc. What future? The days for a man's existence are numbered. Why waste time working for a future that's not even guaranteed? The easy life.. it's here. It's now. It's whatever one makes of it. Don't waste this precious time relying on a job, a house, or a car. Those things are trivial anyway. The real truth is whatever you decide it is. Make your life your own.